out with the old

let me tell you about pandas..
they live with their mom until they're around 2, then they're on their on.
they are not social, don't live in groups, don't make friends.
they only have social encounters during the breeding season, and after mating, they're on their on again.
they live in the bamboo forests, they play with bamboo, and 99% of their diet is bamboo.

for a while, in my low times, i used to say i wanted to be a panda...
i wouldn't need or miss other people, even family; i wouldn't have to deal with social pressure; and all i would need to live a perfectly happy life would be around me: bamboo.

well, all i will say for now is that i have changed. i changed a lot. from little details to how i see the world, and i decided to revive and restyle this blog to document the biggest step yet on this new take on life.

sounds deep?
i'll explain later...